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Drown Away
03:21
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Turn me inside out
I’m fed enough to let my constant doubts
Become the flaw that makes me sick
So spare me my vision
With the fiction
Bring the light in front of my eyes
To save my state of mind
I’ve grown the habit
Of the endless escaping
I choose to run away
From what I’m meant to be
And my own lies will do the trick for me
I’m on the run from my head
I’m on the run from all the responsibility
The more I run the darker everything gets
And even though I know
There’s no dark and there’s no light
But I don’t see that everything is just inside my head
And If I could then I would choose to run away again
From all the darkness and the light and everything I know
But yet I’m too far to see if I can trust my eyes
And I would sell my soul
To drown away from here
To finally disappear
I’d let the current flow
To take me to the place
Where I can finally make a peace with me
Just one more time and you‘ll be fine
Don’t forget it’s only you and I
Don’t you want to finally rest your mind?
It would send the shivers down your spine
It’s pulling me down
And I will rest my head
For all the things I’ve said
And all the wrong I’ve done
Will hunt me down
And I will always try to run away
Until the day I die
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2. |
How Does It Feel?
03:20
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How does it feel
To be everything you claimed you’d never be
How does it feel
When there’s no memory of me
And I don’t blame you
For all the things you did
I only blame myself
That I didn’t see it coming
But I don't want to bear this hatred anymore
But you’re not the part of me
Now you’re just nobody
So try to forgive me and I’ll do the same
Because you and me, we both know
There is no way out of this
And be aware
That you’ll be the death of me
And I’ll be yours
So I’m sorry
For becoming someone else
I’m sorry
I’m gonna lose my mind
And I am sure that we don’t share the bloodline
Since there’s no blood in your veins
Only poison flows instead
But I don't want to bear this hatred anymore
But you’re not the part of me
Now you’re just nobody
So try to forget me and I’ll do the same
Because you and me, we both know
There is no way out of, out of this
No way out
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Sometimes I feel like I’m dying
But that’s okay because we’ll meet again
And I can’t explain how much I wish to feel
The chills around my skin
Because you know I cared
And I tried to change to be a better man
It’s no surprise that it’s only me
Who thinks that everything is how it seems to be
So save me from myself again
The masquerade amplifies the pain
Sometimes I wonder if I’m really sane
Or am I blinded by the fate
Either way, is it who I am?
Look at me now
Look at me now and tell me who do you see
Is it me or is it the shell of who I used to be
Please help me find myself
Please help me find myself cause I don’t know who I am
Sometimes I feel like I’m dying
But that’s okay because we’ll meet again
And I can’t explain how much I wish to feel
The chills around my skin
Because I know you cared
But you escaped to rest in better place
Your words like knives
Still come around
And I can finally join your afterlife
So here I am we finally meet again
I couldn’t wait to see your face
Behold the hate inside of me that never left
Even though I’ve been counting days
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4. |
Feeling Blue
03:31
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I’ve watched your heavy heart
It’s been there from the start
Two worlds dividing
Inside of me
Watch me rise and fall
There’s not much to it all
Two worlds colliding
It’s you and me
I’m begging on my knees
If you could find the peace
Between these perfect memories
And I’m sick, sick of feeling blue
I can’t seem to follow through with you
And yeah I know you should’ve cared for me
But honestly, were you ever there for you as well?
So I ask myself how did we end like this
How did we end like that
Come back to life, be all I could ever die for
It’s going on and on inside my head
How do we find ourselves alive again
How do I find you by my side again?
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5. |
Temporary Lungs
03:20
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How long could I survive deep under the sea
Defined by the water, buried by defeat
There is no other way but to let myself sink
And the current will carry me down
And I know what it’s like to drown
In the ocean of your mind
Why don’t you swim by my side
And fill my temporary lungs
Every breath takes a piece of me
I suffocate on reality
With every breath I waste away
And I'm sinking like a stone
But the absence of your touch
Is stronger than I’ll ever be
We lived our lives
Passing by
Deep under the sea to mortify
With my last breath
I will redeem myself
I’m not worth your embrace
But only you can fill my
Temporary lungs
If I could
I still would
Give the air to you
I would give the air to you
Fill my temporary
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6. |
Any Life In Me
03:27
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All this time you’ve been making me question myself
And then I wouldn’t stand a chance
It makes me think if you ever cared
Or are these empty words
Just how it’s meant to be
Fight on the surface and beneath
There is no chance of getting sleep
You always interrupt my dreams
You won’t breathe any life in me
And I don’t need this
I don’t need you
I don’t need you to set my conscience free
Fight on the surface and beneath
Still, you’re the poison that I need
Do you hold a glimpse of empathy in you?
Was there ever a human side of you?
Or was it always just like this?
Dig deeper so I can escape from my dreams
Consume me whole
You played your part and got me caught in my own fears
Feed on my lack of bravery
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7. |
On Your Own
03:19
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Adjust your eyes
To the darkness of one kind
Embrace your life
Or what is left of it
But you’ll find no peace here
And the only thing you’ll know
Will be the debris of your home
The shelter for the broken souls
I’ve seen you fall apart
And I couldn’t stand the fact
That you might drift away so easily
And even though I’ve grown a lack of empathy
I will be coming back until
My bones will start to crash and fall
Adjust your eyes
To the darkness of one kind
Embrace your life
Again and again and again
Until your voice starts to fade away
Until your voice fades away
With me
And breathe life into your broken soul
And rebuild your only home
But you only just reflect
The picture of myself
And I know how it feels to be
On your own
But bear in mind
With me you’ll never be alone
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8. |
Ghosts
02:59
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I am hell bent to be alone
But heaven sent to feel the cold
I deeply crave for the place of my own
But no matter where I seek
I find nothing but the reflection of me
Hell is no longer there for me
And nor is heaven up above
Since I’m still wandering here
Bless me to fail
And I swear I’ll haunt your home
Cause I walk among the ghosts
And they always regain the cold
And I would still believe the past
If I’d ever knew, that home is where the heart dies
And I am all alone searching for my home
But I still feel alive when I’m on my own
Here I stand again
Forfeiting my own name
I chose this conscience as my casket
And my body as my tomb
And I am content
With the separation
Within myself
So don’t be afraid now
I am the ghost by definition
And every time you think of me
Then you’ll know
Why do you feel
So god damn cold
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9. |
Oceans
03:10
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I remember the aching
Everytime I watched myself so deep
I can still hear the clinking in my ears
Why do I keep looking down on me?
But it might just be
A simple habit of misery
And it might just be
A thousand seas to swim
And it's only you that's running through my mind
I can't decide if that feels right
I am afraid I'll sail away
With nothing left to say
So there will never be a place
That could make me scream your name
Cause there's so much that’s been unspoken
And I hate to feel like broken
And I hate to feel like this
Is it a crime that it’s only you
That's running through my mind?
I can't decide if that feels right
Or do I sail aside
Don't let the oceans grow between us
There would be nothing that could keep us
From the tidal waves
That bring the peace to us both
So please stay just for a little while
With me by your side,
Let all the substances spoil you
To feel alright
Just to feel alright
Only to rest your mind
But I dont know if I can do this anymore
It’s nothing but the feeling of delusion
But I dont know if I can let this go
I dont know if I can let you go
Drown in your bottles
There is a message for your sorry soul
Your only island
Is the only place you'll rest alone
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10. |
Nobody
02:43
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As your body starts to decompose
Under the dead weight of the sin
There would be nothing but the solitude
And nothing in between
The emptiness will breathe in all your pride
You're but just prey, to all the leeches inside
Feel the mold await
As your strength will rip
All my insides out
A trophy of those who remain
Your venom is the excess
Of an everlasting void
But not even your voice
Does any harm to me
Because I'm nobody
You can do nothing to me
Nobody
Nothing but my memories
Nobody
You're just the same as me
Because you’re nobody
Nobody that will set me free
Choke on your fortune
You greedy fucks
There is a price
For the wasted lives
It won’t ever be enough
To pay your share in blood
In moral degradation
You’re flushed with another flood
Safe and sound
From the martyr of yours
Decapitation of all kings
The pride is falling with the crown
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11. |
Inescapable
03:20
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I woke up on the floor with no memory
The cold tiles underneath are resemblance of me
My sight gets darker everytime I believe
That I am worthy of the life I proceed
It gets so quiet I can even hear my bloodstream
And I can't even make a noise
My lips are sealed tight
It's one of those nights
That won't make me realize that I was
Dreaming
About the melody
That will come from the
Feeling
Feeling of sanctuary
That will set me free
But I am scared to death
That I will lose my hearing
I'd rather die
Than live with this feeling
Of an inescapable fear
But it gets worse everytime I hear
My voice fading
With all the words that I scream
My throat is vacant
So are my vocal chords
There won't be nothing left
Until I say my final words
It creeps around my home
And I can't even take control
Cause maybe I'm dreaming
It’s been a few years now
Will it ever get better than this?
meanwhile
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12. |
mnwhl
04:20
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Marked As An Enemy Ceske Budejovice, Czechia
Founded in 2016. New single 𝐶𝑈𝐿𝑇𝐼𝑆𝑇 out now.
Full-length album Meanwhile [2022] and
two EPs in the past - 'Fire Find Me' [2020] and 'Crossroads' [2018].
MAAE is making a mark on the European metalcore scene.
MAAE played numerous shows - club and festivals - with great bands such as Polaris, Distant, Paleface and many, many more.
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